Painful Pleasures

As I lay there bound to the bed, I thought about how this all started. I had seen his blog on BDSMLR and liked it enough to send a message asking if he trained slaves. He responded that he had and we started chatting about him and what he has done as well as my desires. As the two of us chatted, I shared that I had always had a fantasy about being a slave without the ability to deny her Owner anything. He said he could make that happen for you.

As the talks became more serious, one of the things he said that if I did want this to happen, we needed a contract that spelled out that I was doing this of my own free will. He said it would be witnessed so that I couldn’t ever say I was forced to do anything we discussed against my will. We talked about what limits I would like to include, what activities I was on the fence about, and those activities that I wanted my slavery to include. The more we spoke, the more I wanted what he was offering. Below is section 1 of the contract.

I, _________________, the undersigned, bind myself totally and completely, without limits except those mentioned in Section 9, to slavery to the holder(s) of this Contract, hereinafter known as MASTER. (The singular form of the word MASTER is used throughout this Contract, though this word may apply to one or more persons delineated below.) I acknowledge receipt of one cent ($0.01) and other considerations that, to me, are sufficient compensation.

I certify that I am at least 18 years old, am not now physically or mentally impaired by the influence of drugs, including alcohol, or other reason where I do not know what I am doing, and am legally and mentally competent to Contract in my own name. I am signing this document of my own free will, without coercion or pressure of any kind. No one has made any promises, guarantees, warranties, or threats or offered inducements of any kind to force me to sign this Contract.

With a full understanding of the meanings and implications of this Contract, I specifically desire and request the control delineated and the activities mentioned herein. I specifically desire and request MASTER to force me to comply, if necessary, using any means at MASTER’S disposal.

The contract goes on to explain what my new Master can and will do with me once I have signed the contract and he places my slave collar around my neck. I remember my cunt getting wet reading the contract and before I knew it, I had agreed to become his slave for 30 days. We even added a section that says after 30 days, I will be asked if I want my freedom. If I tell him no, then the next time he was going to ask was another 11 months from that day.

I know what everyone is thinking because right now I am thinking it too. I am crazy for wanting this and even crazier to actually fly all this way to make my fantasy real. Not being able to think about anything else, I had signed the contract then emailed it back to him before I boarded the plane. So here I am, lying on a small bed (cot really), hood over my head blocking out my sight, naked with a collar around my neck chained to the wall with cuffs on my wrists and ankles which are also then locked to small chains attached to the bed. Knowing that I can not escape from this only feels the fire burning deep inside me.

As I am lying there contemplating my future, I hear a door open then footsteps coming down the stairs and across the floor. I hear a key in the lock to the cell door, unlocking the door and hear it being swung open. Not being able to see because Master had shut the eye holes on the hood before he left me bound to the bed, I had no idea if it was Master or not. I jump as I feel fingers lightly running over my nipples and they instantly harden. “How is it handling its slavery so far?” he asks. “Let's check to see if it is excited to be here,” he says as I feel his fingers sliding down my stomach and then spreading the lips to my cunt open so his fingers can feel how wet I am, then sliding them inside me. “You are soaked,” he says laughing. “It must be excited about its new life as my slave.” I let out a soft moan as I feel his fingers running over my clit then instantly hate myself for wanting this so bad.

He continues to run his hands over its body as he says “The first thing we need to do before I let you up from the bed is to go over your rules again.”

“Since it has signed over its rights to me as my property, you will not use the words I, me, my, mine.” “From now on you are to be referred to as it.”

“It will not be allowed to tell its Master no for the next 30 days unless that is the answer to a question being asked.” “It will deny its Master nothing”

“Its name for the next 30 days will be Useless since that is all you will be until trained.”

“It will not be allowed to speak unless spoken to and only then when instructed to speak or when answering a question or replying to an order.” “If asked a question, it will answer truthfully and precisely to the best of its abilities.”

“When in the presence of its Master, it will kneel with its legs spread wide enough that Master can see all of his property.”

“Does it understand these rules?” He asks.

“Yes Master, your slave understands and agrees.” You sigh as he continues to run his fingers over his property.

“OK Useless, let's get it unlocked from the bed and get started on its training.” He says as he starts unlocking the cuffs from the chains holding you to the bed. “I know it must be tired from the flight and all the excitement earlier but I need to use my property and get started on its training.” Feeling my arms and legs free, I wait for Master to unlock the chain from the collar then continue to wait until he commands me to get off the bed. Remembering that I am supposed to kneel when he is in the room, I drop to my knees, spread my legs then put my hand's palms up like I had seen in pictures. I feel him reach down and unlock the lock holding the hood on my head. Slowly the hood is drawn from my head. I am sure my hair looks awful at the moment but there is nothing I can do about it. I think to myself I am really glad I asked for not cutting off my hair be added to the contract as a limit.

He says “Let's get it up and kneeling on the bed, ass facing me, head down with its hands spreading its ass cheeks.” He watches as you slowly get up and obey his orders. You think to yourself “I asked for this.” With your head down, you can’t see what he is about to do until you feel something cold drip down your ass crack and over your asshole. “I know it said it was an anal virgin so before I use it, I will be nice and open it up a little.” You feel his lubed finger sliding around your asshole then slowly slide inside. Letting out a little peep as you feel it enter, you wait for what will come next. He slides the finger around inside then slowly pulls it out. Next, you feel something hard being pressed against your asshole. “Relax Useless,” he says as he starts sliding the object in and out of your asshole, gradually pushing it farther into your asshole. Finally, he pushes it hard and you feel a sharp pain as it slides past your anal muscles. Once seated, he steps back and snaps a picture of your ass with its first butt plug. “This is for all its admirers on BDSMLR.,” he says before laughing.

“Now its Master wants to feel its mouth cunt on his cock to see how well you learned how to suck cock” “Turn around and open its mouth” its new Master commands.

“Now take my cock out of my pants but do not stick it in its mouth just yet” “I want it to just look at its new Master.” He knows how much I love to suck cock and swallow cum.

Glancing at you, he says, “Now when you take it into its mouth, I want it to look into my eyes.” “It may suck its Master's cock, Useless.” You lean in and take the head of his cock into your mouth, swirling your tongue around its head then sinking down its length then back up all the while staring into his eyes. You had told him that you loved to suck cock and was good at it so you put everything into this first blowjob. As you slide your mouth up and down his cock, using your tongue to caress the underside of his cock, you start to reach up to feel his balls. He sees your hands moving then commands you, “Use its mouth only.” Put its hands behind its back and leave them there.” You slide your hands behind your back and lock your wrists together as you continue sucking on your Master's cock. He slides his hands into your hair and starts using your mouth, taking his pleasure. Letting go, you just allow him to use your mouth, gagging as his cock hits the back of your throat. Soon you feel him push cock all the way inside your mouth. Swallowing, you feel his cock enter your throat and then it start to pulse as he empties his balls directly into your stomach. “Such a good little cock suckers you are.” He says smiling down at you. You feel good having pleased your Master.

As he stares down into your eyes, he says “I just had to use my new property before retiring for the night.” “I know it has been a long, emotional day for it so I think we will get it ready for bed” “Does it need to use the bathroom?” he asks as he reaches behind you to clip your cuffs together. “Yes Master, your slave needs to use the restroom,” you say. He tells you to get off the bed then leads you over to a little box beside your bed. Looking down, you notice it is filled with kitty litter. He seriously does not think you are going to go to the bathroom in a litter box does her. “Well slave, does it need to use the restroom or not” As you stare at the box, you know it will be bad if you don’t go now and piss in its bed. Resigning yourself, you back over the litter box and will yourself to go. It feels so humiliating to piss in a little box but then on top of that, he is watching you. When you stop pissing, you look at your Master. “Done pet?” he asks then taking some toilet paper, wipes your cunt clean. This just adds to your humiliation.

“OK useless, let’s get you ready for bed and locked up for the night.” He leads you over to the bed, sits down then pulls you across his lap. “Before I lock it in for the night, I am going to add some color to my slave and I know it has said it was never spanked before, this should be enlightening to you,” he says. “it does not need to count since this is purely for my enjoyment.” With that you feel a movement then you hear a crack followed by a sharp sting to one of your ass cheeks. You let out a quick yelp then struggle to get off your Master’s lap to no avail. “Where does it think it is going?” he asks, laughing. Holding you tight, he proceeds to lay on spank after spank. After about 20 spankings to your ass, you are crying and begging him to stop but he keeps spanking until he feels he is done spanking you. At this point, your ass is hurting like hell and feels like it is on fire. “You can expect this every time I do not think you have enough color,” he says as you feel a finger spreading your cunt lips again, feeling how wet you are. “I think my slave enjoyed her spanking,” he says as he pushes you off his lap, telling you to stand up. Standing there you think how much you hate your body for betraying how much this turned you on. “There must be something wrong with me that I enjoyed the pain this man gave me but this is what you wanted,” you think to yourself.

You Master give you a commands saying “Stay,” as he walks out the door then comes back carrying a harness and a plug-in vibrator. You glance at him thinking this is probably going to be a very rough night. He proceeds to slide the vibrator into the harness then straps the harness around your waist, making sure the harness is adjusted so it sits over your cunt and is rubbing on your clit. He unlocks the cuffs from behind your back then says “Lie down on the bed.” You climb onto the bed then flinch as your sore ass touches the bed then you gingerly stretch out. He places a small pillow behind your head then attaches your cuffs back to the bed like you were previously. Plugging the vibrator into a little box on the wall, he looks at you giving you an evil-looking smile. “This is plugged into a timer that will turn the vibrator on at random intervals throughout the night” With that, he grabs a ball gag then tells you to open up. Once your mouth is opened, he slides the ball behind your teeth then pulls the gag tight and buckles it in place. He reaches down turning on the vibrator. As you feel it come to life, He looks down at you and smiles as he tells you “Have a good night slave, I hope you get some rest tonight since we will have a long day tomorrow.”

You watch as he walks out the door to your cell, shutting and locking it behind him leaving you to again question if you are crazy. As the vibrator teases your pussy and clit, you think to yourself, yes I must be crazy because this is exactly what I was hoping it would be like. With a smile around the ball in your mouth, you sink into the bed to enjoy the sensations the vibrator is causing. As the lights go out and you are lying there in the darkness of your cell, you think to yourself “Thank you, Master, for making me dreams a reality.”